Is it strange that I stare emptily at starlight
Is it strange that I relate to plastic more than flesh
Is it strange that I find my home in silent nights
Is it sad that I recoil from your touch
Is it sad that I wish my hair long so it can hide my eyes
Is it sad that my mind is my heaven and my delusion
Is it evil that if I wish to rip God from their throne
Is it evil that morality is a curse I wish to shed
Is it evil that I am good only to be loved but not to be good for goodness sake
Is it beautiful that I still know how to hold you
Is it beautiful that the sun still calls my name
Is it beautiful that I bear no darkness in my heart for ghosts of my past
Is it interesting that I do not know who I will be
Is it interesting that I forgot who I was
Is it interesting that I barely know who I am
-Himeros
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